May 22, 2008

RAWR so i finally figured out why i do so much work all the time... ironing for others, staying super late to do paperwork, answer phones, help clean, run errands. Don't get me wrong, i enjoy it a lot, but the reason why i do this soooo excessively is because im trying to distract myself from what im really feeling.. and maybe just maybe this is a teenage phase, maybe its not, maybe its something higher up.. but i feel so empty. i feel like im drained of life and so i distract myself and fill myself with other peoples' lives. i am iono... whatever on another note, dance concert tomorrow and saturday.. 7:30, $8.... buy at door or at school on the catwalk